Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Hey bitches and hoes.

I'm feeling fat again. I took a vacation off my veganism for a weekend and boy did it make me feel yuck. I went home with Katie to Princeton, IL (her hometown) and they don't have much of a restaurant selection, which is no excuse because I could have driven my ass to a grocery store, but there was a Culver's and I have never had frozen custard.
I had it. It was gooooood.
Now that that's out of my system, well it's probably sitting in my thighs, I feel less tempted to eat it. Vegan ice cream is great, so is frozen custard. Oh, and so is Peanut Butter Cup Chocolate ice cream from Emack & Bolio's in Bloomington, IL. We went there too. It was kind of an ice cream weekend, but we wouldn't have gone there if the Coffee Cup wasn't closed and T.J hadn't suggested it, but I was not one at the time to disagree. I wanted coffee for the ride back, and ice cream right then. So I had it, and it was goooooood.
I'm not mad at myself for eating dairy products this weekend. My body feels gross. That is enough for me to not want to eat them again. I'm letting my body tell me what I should do. The added stress I could be contributing to the situation will just keep me fatter.
Shana surprised me in Bloomington for our 1 and 1/3 year anniversary the evening I came back from Bloomington, IL. While she could only be here for 30 some hours, it was so romantic and we had an amazing time. The minute I got back, I jumped on the vegan train again, and feel much better. In fact, today so much better, I'm going to try to eat all raw/juice today.
I have a really fun day ahead of me; working, going on a bike adventure with friends, then to every bar in Bloomington. Might as well do all these activities while feeling energized, with senses heightened, and full of enzymes. I don't think I'm going to drink tonite.
Till tomorrow,
The Hill-Master
P.S I'm so proud of Shana for getting an INTERNSHIP at Cousin's IV in Chicago. Her raw dream came true. I'll ask her to write about it soon. I think she forgot about the blog.

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